Pitstop; The Beginning, The End, The Middle; Just another stop

I'm now listening to Suneohair - Waltz. Yes, its the same that the very same anime Honey & Clover uses. And I enjoyed it very much, because it seems sad but I can place myself inside Takenomoto Yuka's shoes.

However, that's not the idea. I've been going around places, doing things, like joining SEDS module 4 (LANGUAGE OF DESCRIPTION), cleaning up Bukit Beruntung Base Camp, getting know of news that two of my friends are now romantically involved with one another (hurrah!) Going for one week teaching campaign and got sick, treated by unc Chan Hock Chiew and his wonderful family, moving in to a new house, working with Alaf Anggun Sdn Bhd as a "Data Entry and Checking Specialist", enrolling in I.P.U.E (Initial Preparation for University Education), going around hanging out with Anish Raja, Tabban, Raja, Jeevan, Nur Jeevan, Shanmarkhan, meeting up with the old Sabahan gang, meeting up with my godsister Jing Ping in Penang, oh God there are so many things. Two full months, and I've done something so fulfilling. Come to think of it, my academic weeks will be something like that. It'll be 3-4 months long, with 1-2 months of break. It should be from 9th July to mid November. That's 3 and half months of intensive study, preparation, and drama.
As in literature drama. That's going to be hectic.

And I've been missing out so many wonderful things in life. God, two months and I did so many wonderful things with just only RM800. Yes, of course I want to be richer, I want to have more items, like a car, a mobile command centre, a whole toolbox-car-garage-whatever-i-can-bring-along car, a battle station, stuffs like that. But I can see in the foreseeable future, that what my line is. Thank "The Boss" up there, (You know who You are!) the "Big Boss", "Mini Boss", "Boss Boss", and many others.

Even though Suneohair - Waltz, the piano version strum slowly into my ears, it doesn't deny the fact that I've got barrels of fuel waiting to be burn in my heart. Just let the fire simmer, and let it be small, consistent for the time being. Later, I can afford a full scale burst. Until the time comes, though. And now I want to accumulate more fuel.

I love what God has given me. Just don't take away that gift. That hyperactivity that I used to had, that same hyperactivity (in much lower states) that I'm in possession now. That energy, let me draw upon it.

ANd I still can't blog properly, but I promise to do whatever I can. Because even if no one reads it, I want to read it and be aware of my goals and my aspiration.

I rank B+ as a guy now. That's not good. I want to be the infamous "SS++" rank. Hmm...